On my way home from dropping off friends at their hotel, I realized I have been lying to everyone (except myself) about why I am so bleh these days. In short, I’ve been lying about the things that bother me. I also lie about why I feel stuck and what i do to “unstick” myself. If I do not unravel all of this internal crap I think I’ll go nuts.

Starting tomorrow morning, I think i have to start working on this.